WHEN YOU THINK SOMEONE LIKES YOU
AND THEN THEY GET IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE ELSE
JOKES ON ME
I saw you today. After a week of your absence, I got along just fine. I was almost convinced that I was already over you. I was almost convinced that I was already moving on. I was already on the path towards getting over what we had, though we never really had anything. But when I saw you today, the feelings came back. They say that feelings that come back never really left in the first place. That feelings that make you remember are permanent and we just block it all out to remain sane most of the time. I never really believed that until I saw you today. My knees went weak and my heart ached remembering how I used to affect you and how you’d atleast try to acknowledge me whenever I am around. Maybe you forgot about me. After all, I never really had your heart. I never really made an impression. I never really was the person you chose. I chose you over 000000000000 and it kind of sucks that in return, you chose to ignore me. That you chose to disappear. I’d never really know why you never gave us a chance. I’d never really know why you didn’t choose me. They say that some things should just stay broken. That there are things that are meant to be left hanging and undone. Maybe all this is for the best. Maybe we were never meant to fall in love. Maybe we were never for each other. Maybe I was never the one you were looking for. I fell inlove with you with my eyes open and my heart on my sleeve. I chose to be as clear as glass knowing that being one gives me the possibility of being breakable but I became one anyway for you. I would love to say I love you but I guess my feelings aren’t enough anymore. I would love to wait for you but I guess I have to let go. I’m on the path to letting you go. I’m getting better. I hope to get better.